:)

I don't know where it will lead to and what will be its fruition. There is struggle, there is more struggle and there is just an exponential struggle in startups.. When the whole 24 hours just goes in work  with a thought of making the difference, then some where in parallel universe one of your jigry texts you "Bahi I am really proud of you , it requires stugots of different metal to do something like that".
Indeed he whatsapped me above quote in Hindi , but just to maintain some generosity I wrote in English :)
Thanks oh baade ladkee (he knows whom i am referring to) for the faith, that's was indeed motivating
Luv
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And its final Adieu to Bangalore

Exactly ten years ago, I came to this city Bangalore on my best friend's Birthday yeah in June 2004 and I am leaving this city on my wife's/life-partner/girl-friend Birthday Christmas 2014.....
So those 10 years were just great in Bangalore......

A new chapter is getting started soon, new place, new work, totally new outlook, new people and every thing new... I am going to do something which is unconventional , shunned away the corporate high drawn salary job to almost negligible ;) ... Yeah it is... I was scared in the beginning , but you have supported me a lot Tarun and thanks for being there... I don't know what will happen in future, but I know you will never stop believing in me.. :)

The F*****ed up plight

There is not even a single sphere or part where i have not been screwed badly. Don't YOU just show some iota of mercy, its too much happening with me and around me.. Year by year its getting deteriorated, please stop it. I just smile , so that people around me should not shove the sympathy inside me, as i don't bloody need that ..  I have lost all the will power, i have lost all the faith, i have lost what not.. Day is not far when i might take that STEP... After that WILL YOU ever get enough nerves to face me ............

Thats my plight

I used to be the one who always preferred to stay solitary, and I used to get happy with my soliloquy . But now that silence kills me, the silence around me makes my heart and brain thumping , and when there is a silence in the air,I just can't shut my eyes, the ear rings continuously and brain thumps heavily. I don't know what wrong I had done in this life that I am.... 

The use of Rubber

I don't know some times I literally feel that I was bloody idiot who insanely takes utmost pain in solving others problems or helping them some way... So its like when my purpose gets over, they just forget  like I never existed.  I have been rubbered most of the times, when I am not there, there is a huge risk, and people just don't want to take that risk that's why I have been ransacked , pleaded and asked to help them.
And see today when I have so many pains, so many worries, so many agonies there is literal no one to ask., every body is enjoying in their own world , and all mighty I still LOOK UP and ASK YOU Everytime when every it throbs DO I REALLY DESERVE THIS?

Yours Truly
Abhit