24th Dec 2005, 10:30 P.M , I was leaving for
Driver came to pick me at my flat, my flat souls gave me company till INOVA Door....
As I was heading towards Bangalore Airport, after a couple of years, I got the similar kind of feelings when my Dad used to drop me at station during my Engineering, and how i used to sit ideal at the front seat of the car and used to convince myself hard that I wont see my loved one faces for some time. Same happened on that day, but this time I was going to miss my friends........ but i never made them realized..
After reporting at the Air port, suddenly my left hand ransacked that I am not wearing my watch (I wear watch in my right hand). I called Atul and Puneet and narrated them " i had left my watch at flat, and i need it." It was not a mistake i think but it was a deliberate gesture from my end to leave the watch, may be before getting alighted for the flight i want to ocularly perusing their lineaments... They came, handed me the watch and left...
I checked in and was through with immigration rituals at around 11:50 P.M...... I struggled hard to get a chair in the boarding center, but luckily I hit one..... When my eyes witnessed the hour and minute needles, I realized that 24th dec had elapsed and I stepped into 25th Dec and it's my Girl Friends Bday.. She was waiting for my call... I did not know where my mind was revolving, must be in 302 kristal Sunstone........
I called her up, and wished her..... She even wished me for my happy journey... And disconnected the fone. For the very frist time I did not tell her "I am going to miss you".. She was angry over that... I know I am a nut, and do these silly things....I again called her up , but she had switched off her cell...
Context Switch: Few weeks back, some things had realized me that Abhit this is not going to help you at all, stop getting swayed away by emotions ...... because one day we all (Six) have to ply on their own roads...
I cross my heart, i was never ready for it.. but now i have preapared my self , despite what ever happens, I wont get glued so much in my life to any one else..... Its the bloody attachments that becomes ones Achillies heel....
I opine i have got the moral at the right time and planned to stay stolid through rest of my life.....
Abhit
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