The F*****ed up plight

There is not even a single sphere or part where i have not been screwed badly. Don't YOU just show some iota of mercy, its too much happening with me and around me.. Year by year its getting deteriorated, please stop it. I just smile , so that people around me should not shove the sympathy inside me, as i don't bloody need that ..  I have lost all the will power, i have lost all the faith, i have lost what not.. Day is not far when i might take that STEP... After that WILL YOU ever get enough nerves to face me ............