Silent Tears

They always say that when people get up every morning they have very big dreams in their eyes. Some dreams of ruling the world, some dreams of becoming an epitome , some dreams of meeting their loved ones, some dreams of cracking the exam inside out, some dreams of making money through stocks, some dreams of getting more bribe, some dreams of solving the critical issues , some dreams of doing every thing, some dreams of taking their girl for long drives, some dreams of giving the proud moment to their parents.. I too had few of such dreams , but now life has placed me on such a patch where when ever I get up , I just only pray that it does not pain at least today. Its really intolerable. I just lock myself in the room and cry that's all , and in the end its my pillow who absorbs all those tears.

I don't know what wrong I have done, that I have been punished in this way... If God, you feel that I am the only accomplice in this galaxy , then where were you when innocent people got killed, where were you when brutal husband slitted their wife just for few thousands, where were you when kids had been made orphan, where were you when people got pedophile, where were you when doctor ignored a dying patient just for not getting the fees, where were you when

a constructor took the life of many people by making a tumble-down bridge !!

May be YOU have different eye for gauging the sins , but YOU don't see the good deeds that I have done .

I have given tears to others but I have also brought more smiles on their faces; they have left me in midriff, but I have always taken them out from the quagmire; they have ashamed me, but i have always praised them.

I just see up and ask YOU why me ? But I never got the answer....

All I can Sorry and but YOU even never listen..

Yours Painful

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