The balance between Sins and Graces

Seriously what wrong I have done, day by day its getting worse and I am seriously not seeing any ray of hope...

They say if someone calls you from the bottom of heart , YOU listen. But I feel now that I am really deprived of this heart that's why You are not listening. I really don't know whom to call for help , but its seriously not at all happening.

May be they are right , I have committed the biggest sins of this cosmos- "breaking the heart". So how I can expect the pleasures, it's said that there is a balance for everything in this life itself , and trust me God I am experiencing that balance mirthfully ..

I just call it QUIT

Logging Off

Just move on

This is not the first time I am hearing this in my life... Many times people who means a lot to me, have pointed me that they have to move on; that's what's life . Like today I just smiled and wished luck ... What else on this milky way I can give them back... Nothing....

I get used to few habits , and it usually does not go easily... I still reach office and write the text "I reached office" , but then realized that ... and discard sending the text message, with strange eerie feelings.

Its just I feel that at times I have been used as rubber, so whenever I served the purpose after that I have been just trashed or flushed ..