Woebegone !!!!

I am trying my utmost to get out of this, but totally helpless. I don’t want to share with anyone, want to assimilate this toxin alone, may be life wants to convey me something. Moi totally a dumb ass don’t have any clue what I am supposed to do further... Hunting for the legitimate and illegitimate, conventional and unconventional reasons, but so far I have not encountered with fruition. This melancholic force is increasing exponentially, and don’t know when I will finally hit the abyss... Presently I am getting swayed because of the Faith force that is pushing me up at times, but the melancholic force that’s dragging me down is gaining more and more gravitational force day by day. And as per Buoyancy I will be floating only when the upward thrust is more than the downward thrust…. The day Melancholic devil is trying hard to make the Faith angel dilapidated, I will get totally thwacked in the quagmire...
But In a corner somewhere, I can smell I will unfurl the victory flag one day.....Lets my fingers crossed for that.. Ammen

Yours Truly
Abhit