Life is Mean Sometimes!!!

I dont know how many people dick around on http[colon][slash][slash]abhit[at]blogspot[dot]com. I literally care a fig how many RSS feeds my blog recieves. All my posts literally semaphore that how much frustrated soul I am!!!... But though I find blogging makes me little relieved. .. But I dont think today its doing...
I came across a great bandwidth of people where few got deared to me and among those dear ones a very few got the dearest tag... And the thought of loosing them literally shakes me off sometimes.. Loosing them can be of any form, may be there is some one who has been staying along with me in my apartment from quite a while, and one night I come to know that the person is leaving the city, because the person cribs about the traffic; may be there is some one in office who shares the same cube , and with in lunch hour come to know that the person has put down his/her paper, because he/she is getting 50K more in some other company, only 50K !!!!! huhh; may be some one with whom I meet after months, as the person stays is different locality, and we keep on exchanging our wear abouts by texting after every 10 mins, all those exclamations and expression I describe by using only 9 keys of my cell phone, and then one sms literally pulls away the ground under me and leaves me in predicaments, that says "I may not have much time" :`( .............. Why not human think of future, when they know whats the future, why not !!!!
Life is literally mean some times, one day She gives you exodus of reasons to smile, but some fateful day, when she changes her mood, she brutally rapes you till you hit the abyss of disappointments....... Why there is always a pan balancing between exult and sullen ? ..... Why can't Life give infinitely supply of smiles to everybody........